The Reality of My Relationship with God

For years, I've had a unique perspective on the concept of a divine connection. My journey began with a simple acknowledgment of the absence of a divine presence in my life. St. Teresa of Avila, in her wisdom, suggested that prayer is the only path to God. However, if anyone proposes an alternative, they are merely deluding themselves. In my case, any such suggestion is simply a reflection of the inherent limitations of human understanding.

Understanding Through Different Lenses

Despite the lack of a divine connection, my journey toward spiritual and philosophical understanding was multi-faceted. I was raised Episcopalian, and this background influenced my early views. However, over time, as I delved deeper into various spiritual and philosophical inquiries, I began to question the validity of traditional religious constructs.

Personal Insights

As a retired priest in English Traditional Witchcraft, my understanding of the divine has evolved significantly. The concept of a jealous, petty, and Abrahamic god, as often portrayed in religions such as Christianity, Judaism, and Islam, is one I find deeply flawed. The idea of a divine being who intervenes in human affairs with death and sacrifice is not a belief I can support.

Suffice it to say, my relationship with what some call God is entirely different. I do have a consistent and pragmatic relationship with reality. My approach to life and existence has been shaped by a practical understanding of the tangible world, one that is devoid of supernatural interventions. This is not to deny the power of spiritual experiences or the profound impact they can have on one’s life, but to emphasize the importance of grounding such experiences in reality.

A Personal Statement

For 47 years, I attempted to cultivate a relationship with a divine entity. Each attempt ended in frustration. The absence of answers, support, and guidance left me feeling disillusioned. However, this quest ultimately led me to a profound realization: I had been indoctrinated into a belief system without substantial evidence to justify it. It was only after 47 years that I admitted to myself that these beliefs were based on a lack of good evidence and were, in essence, belief without evidence (BWE).

My current perspective is rooted in a closer relationship with reality. I no longer seek divine intervention or validation in the form of prayer, sacred texts, or religious leaders. Instead, I find solace and truth in the tangible, observable facets of life. It is this reality that I am intimately connected to, not a divine entity that remains elusive.

While I have a deep and meaningful connection with reality, I do not share this perspective with Dora the Explorer. While Dora is a beloved character, a deeper connection to reality offers a richer and more fulfilling life. This journey has not only clarified my understanding of divine connection but has also illuminated the importance of authenticity and personal truth.

Conclusion

The absence of a divine connection, for me, is not a flaw in my character or philosophical approach. Rather, it is a testament to the importance of embracing reality and truth. This perspective has allowed me to lead a fulfilling life without seeking or expecting from the divine. Instead, I find inspiration and guidance in the concrete truths of the world around me.