The Most Impactful Friendship During My Depression

Deep within the labyrinth of darkness that is depression, there are moments when light pierces through. For me, one of those moments was a simple act of friendship during a particularly rough period. Here's the tale:

Background

Let's call her 'A.' I, like many, struggle with frequent headaches, especially when there's excessive noise, which often happened in our school, particularly in the music room, right downstairs from the medical room. I was a guitar student in the school, and one day during lunch, the pain was excruciating.

The Tale

It was lunchtime, and the headaches were unbearable. I informed A who suggested taking a painkiller or heading to the medical room. I hesitated, thinking it would be a waste of time, especially since there were only a few minutes left before free periods began, notorious for chaotic noise. As the math slot loomed and our teacher was absent, the sounds grew overwhelming. I covered my ears, my vision blurred by pain and tears, and put my head down on the table. A, seeing my distress, tried to convince me to go to the medical room, but I was stubborn, driven by the thought that I could manage.

A few minutes later, she left to buy guitar picks, and I sat there, feeling abandoned. The pain was almost unbearable, making me angrier and more desperate. But just as I was lost in my thoughts, someone tapped me on the shoulder. I looked up and saw A, her face determined, offering a small bottle of medication.

I took it from her, downed it with water, and asked her how she managed to get it. She replied that she told the nurse she was having headaches and the nurse gave her the medicine. I couldn’t believe my ears. A had taken a significant risk for me, acting as a decoy to get the medication. I thanked her profusely, but she simply said it wasn't a big deal. For me, it was a colossal moment of strength and kindness.

Her Unspoken Emotions

A is not one to show her emotions openly. She’s anti-romantic and doesn’t romanticize friendships, but moments like these remind me of her silent strength. A took a risk, knowing the consequences, just to make sure I was okay. Her actions speak volumes about her character and our friendship.

This experience was a turning point, a reminder that even in the darkest moments, there are people willing to stand by you, no matter the cost. A's actions were a beacon of light in my world, making my day and teaching me the true value of friendship.

A Final Thought

Struggling with depression can be isolating. It's crucial to have support systems like A who can step in and make a significant difference. If you or someone you know is in need, don't hesitate to reach out for help and support. Mental health matters.